Thursday, March 22, 2012

Beautiful Things

I am over-caffeinated, still holding my coffee cup, watching the sun shine down on California mountains and sunburned from yesterday. I'm filled with gratitude and wonder, and humbled by the grace and faith of a friend.

In honor of the above, I'd like to share the following beautiful things.

1. Josh Garrel's Love, War, and the Sea in Between

2. The following poem by Wendell Berry

Sabbath Poem X

  • Tanya. Now that I am getting old,
    I feel I must hurry against time to tell you
    (as long ago I started out to do) everything,

    though I know that really there can be no end
    to all there is for me to say to you even of this,
    our temporary life. Sometimes it seems to me

    that I am divided from you by a shadow
    of incomprehension, mine or yours, or mind and yours;
    or that I am caught in the misery of selfhood

    forever. And I think that this must be
    the lot (may God help us) of all mortals who love
    each other: to know by truth that they do so,

    but also by error. Often now I am reminded
    that the time may come (for this is our pledge)
    when you will stand by me and know

    that I, though "living" still, have gone beyond
    all remembering, as my father went in time
    before me; or that I have gone, like my mother,

    into a time of pain, drugs, and still sleep.
    But I know now that in that great distance
    on the edge or beyond the edge of this world

    I will be growing alight with being. And (listen!)
    I will be longing to come back. This
    came to me in a dream, near morning,

    after I had labored through the night under
    this weight of earthly love. On time's edge, wakened,
    shaken, light and free, I will be longing

    to return, to seek you through the world,
    to find you (recognizing you by you beauty),
    to marry you, to make a place to live,

    to have children and grandchildren. The light
    of that place beyond time will show me the world
    as perhaps Christ saw it before His birth

    in the stable at Bethlehem. I will see that it is
    imperfect. It will be imperfect. (To whom would love
    appear but to those in most desperate need?) Yes,

    we would err again. Yes, we would suffer
    again. Yes, provided you would have it
    so, I would do it all again.

3. (I wish I could share with you) the dancing light of dew of leaves on trees on the sunrise side of the mountain (I would kill a student for putting that many prepositional phrases back-to-back), or the sound of snow slushing down to the creek, down the mountain, on a journey who knows where.

1 comment:

Bethoover said...

Abster, I am so GLAD you are writing again. I am almost glad enough to forget that once again I didn't make the short list of people for you to visit. Oh well, maybe someday!!

Love you!